|album is out
||[Feb. 5th, 2004|10:28 am]
so the album came out and of coarse i love it.. and yesterday it was me and kims some wierd monthology date and she sorta came back to me... its funny that when im on my knees she doesnt want me.. but when i act like i dont want her she comes back... the funny thing is i kinda conviced myself that i dont.. but enough about kim|
the album is out and my favorite song so far is "See Deveel"
yesterday john, buddy, kim and matt came over buddy and john were doing something on the lines of a famous beatle song "Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds" and if you dont know what that means you dont need to.
i was supposed to also... but fear and anticipation grew from past expierences and the bottom line was i didn't have the balls... wow i just looked anticipation up in the dictionary to see if i was spelling it right and it has way more meaning than i had conceived
anyway... yeah.. maybe that stuff isn't for me... i remember when i was younger doing things like that wanting to know all the answers... and the second i had felt like i did the experience turned really bad..//maybe i stopped listing to my intuition